Trying to conquer my social anxiety and going out with my friend…and a bunch of her friends that’s I don’t know. I just got picked up by strangers. Excuse me while I just breathe.

(via tattooedmummie)

I used to get really upset that I have to lay down with Esaias for him to take a nap. How am I supposed to get anything done? Now I just enjoy it. I get a chance to relax, Esaias gets a good nap and feels better and it’s good snuggle time with my mini man. The laundry can sit in my room for a few more days, I’ll get to it sometime. Little bear isn’t going to be so little forever though and one day he’s not going to want to snuggle with me during nap time. Better enjoy this while it lasts.♥

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Chubby’s chili cheese fries. All the noms.

I can see where this is going. Whatever. Bubba and I are going to go get some lunch now.

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This is what I get to wake up to every morning. So lucky. ♥

The favorite part of my day is when Esaias and I lay down for bed. Sometimes we read a couple books, sometimes he has to be crazy and get his energy out and sometimes he just falls asleep nursing. He’s always so sweet, though. When he finally falls asleep he’ll turn on his side facing me, put his feet up on my leg and pass out. It’s absolutely adorable and I love it. I’m so lucky to be able to fall asleep and wake up next to him. ♥

(Source: passittodaleft, via going-my-way)

Wahh, I’m so hungry again. Breastfeeding makes me want to eat everything.

I don’t understand how some people can be pro-circ and then talk crap about someone removing their breasts when it can actually be beneficial.

My grandpa apologized and said it was wrong of him to say that. Did the, “Kiss my ass,” make you realize that?

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(Source: waiting-for-a-baby, via mommabrooksie)

I am so fucking done right now. My grandpa just told me he doesn’t know if I would be more hurt about losing my cell phone or my child. NEVER HAVE I WANTED TO HIT HIM BEFORE. GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKWAD.

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Esaias wrote up from his very short nap so we’re snuggling on the couch watching Ellen.