July 2011
Your dad must have been an alien.
‘Cause there’s nothing like you on Earth. ;]
It’s kind of sad how easy it is to lie about being okay. What’s even more sad is how most people actually believe it.
Boys make me nervous. So how the hell am I supposed to go on this date with a hot, tall Marine? I mean, really…
Katie: What's the difference between her and me?
Erika: She's a dumb whore bitch and you're not?
FOREVER ALONE.
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My heart’s heavy today. I can’t help but think the reason he’s acting like this is because of my disease. No matter how many people tell me that’s not true, that thought won’t go away. I wish I could just turn back time a few months so I can prevent this whole thing from happening. I wish I would have been smarter and told him I wouldn’t do it without a condom....
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Can somebody please take my heart off of my sleeve and put it, oh, I don’t know, anywhere else? Or can someone find me a nice guy or girl that won’t make me feel so stupid?
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So, today was interesting. Go fired for “slandering” my company on Facebook. Cried about it, signed up for unemployment and got a new job. Haha. Now, I’m gonna got hot tubbin’, sleep in tomorrow, have a fantastic weekend and start fresh on Monday. Chyea.
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One of these days, all these haters are going to be sucking my dick. Until then, all I can do is laugh at how they can’t keep my name out of their mouths.
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Anca and I are waiting for Katie. Apparently, we’re messaging boys, too. I’m too drunk for this…
I ain’t got shit to do in the morning. FUCK the surgeon generals warning.
Let's get fucked up.
Gimme that cup, I’ll drink ‘til I throw up. Let’s get fucked up. Alcohol, my only friend.
Love. This. Song. So my soundtrack for tonight.
Sitting at home, doing laundry. Then it’s time to shit, shower, shave and get SLUT-tastic for the club tonight. Where’s that whiskey at?
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I hate myself right now. I have a feeling I’m not sleeping much tonight…
To me, this is the worst feeling. Why is it so hard to find a nice guy or girl? Apparently, it’s impossible.
I. Am. Such. A. Flirt. “Well, what if I just wanted an excuse to see your cute face?” :]
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No matter how good today was, I still feel super lonely. Enough that I just want to break down. I always wear my heart on my sleeve, and it always gets me in the worst places. I just want to throw this disease away and move on. Unfortunately, it’s not that easy. And even if someone did want to get close to me, I’d probably just push them away. My mind set right now is fucked.
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Today was good. Did a last minute photo shoot with Jessica and Ciara. It went extremely well. I can’t wait to see how the pictures turned out. Grandma and grandpa picked me up and we got Chipotle. My soul feels better. Now, if only a certain some would text me. That would make today just about perfect. <3
What a day. A long day. Time for a book and bed. Good night, Tumbloves. Stay 5280. :]
Clowns to the left of me...
Jokers to the right. Here I am, stuck in the middle with you.
Flirting with boys.
Like a boss.
Shutting down.
I really just want someone to hold me. I hate feeling so lonely…
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Malibu and orange juice? Yes, please. :]
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